Happy New Year 2009

Hi all and myself, yeah been a while since my last blog, been kind of busy playing around on trivia and stuff or just wasn't sure what to type. Oh and course I was ill a few weeks ago as I told you so I didn't have the energy then for a whole week, was nasty being ill, felt so useless and tired... my girlfriend thought I was putting it on to make excuses not to climb out my bed. Soon realised I wasn't putting it on when other family members started coming down with it and got bad themselves. So yeah am all better now and energetic again, New Year was fab, I was not bad that night, just got myself out the bed and dressed smartly. I was DJ for the night playing songs of the 80's and recent dance music for the younger generation, I always get good comments about my DJin, I just have a passion and love for music so strong and always listen to what other people like. That's the main key to being a good DJ, listen to others and know what songs have a good catch and beat to them. Of course I did get bad comments of the young kids hehe was funny, I was playing some 80's and 90's songs and they would come up and try and change the song over because it was too "old fashioned" for them, bless them. Food was fab and drinks were good, I had about 6 and got a little bit drunk but not too much... though I did have bad dreams that night. We had a few guests over, neighbours and the like, my girlfriend made me feel so wanted and special, always giving me hugs and telling me she loved me etc, I felt like it was birthday for a moment. Let's see... oh met up with a cousin I not seen in over 10 years, she only lives a hour away from where I am now, we found each other online so it was cool and she wanted to see me the next day and so we exchanged numbers etc and on they way back from taking her son to her mums (my aunty) she dropped by my town and we just had a hour with her boyfriend and my girlfriend came a long also... we just had drinks in McDonalds and she gave me a photo or my nan, uncle and Dad her mum gave to her to give to me. I was happy but I don't see my dad or other side of the family and really I don't care about my dad, I know that sounds harsh but when him and my mum split when about was about 4 he never bothered to visit me other send me cards. I have been told he has been married previously and also twice after my mum so he has gain no respect from me for that. Also last 2 weeks I have sorted out my money and so should be getting payments every 2 weeks now while I am searching for work. Got back into a bad routine of sleeping in the day and staying up in the night again, I don't know what it is about me and this routine but it's a sense of peace and freedom but in back of my mind I don't really want it because I miss seeing my girlfriend in the day, also a few of my friends come online when am suppose to be sleeping so guess that's another reason or excuse as you might like to say to be up at mad hours like a night owl, I have just messed up my body clock up again and it's really hard to alter it. Missed a few friends from my online chatting, they're back at work now or for others they're busy, there is one I miss speaking to a lot and they know who they are. So for now I will leave it here and give your beady little eyes a rest from read this.... hmmm what shall we call it? Boring-self electronic diary? I don't know, just call it a "blog from Ben" for now until I find the right word. Until next time, hopefully soon if I get up to anything exciting worth blogging.