First Post on Christmas Eve...

Yes, it's Christmas Eve... where some of us look forward to the day after, others not really... this year I am in financial difficulty so I'm going to be Mr. Scrooge for this year. I kind of feel bad about it but Christmas isn't about giving and receiving but about spending valuable time with the family and showing you love them and also the celebration of our King Jesus Christ. I was going to make my first post on 1st day of 2009 as a kind of New Years resolution but I got bored... I didn't want to log onto the usual programs I use today, as I'm sick of some people. I actually found this site to be interesting after a beautiful friend of mine from over in Canada sent me her blog to read, she is a busy girl as you can read from her profile. You might get to know her after a few weeks when I know my ways in and out of this site... add her to my blog thing if that's what I can do. She is a really nice pretty woman as you will all get to know hopefully, very caring and affectionate. I met her on a program that I've been a member of for 2 years now, she was new to it... I could tell she was from her eyes, they just glowed like something heavenly and they kind of suck you into a trance. I knew that I have never saw her before, something as angelic as her couldn't be missed even if I tried. We been speaking now for a couple of weeks, she's always in and out because of commitments at home, I do miss her when she is not available so I wait patiently for that little box in the bottom right of my screen to pop up daily. We spoken lastnight when I was feeling a bit low, it wasn't her fault, it was merely my other so called friends that just got to me and so I was frustrated lastnight when I saw her online but not chatting... I kind of got selfish and it upset her. I just want to tell her that I am sorry and that she will always be my best friend and that I miss her all the time. Anyway I may post again today... if not I will try and get 5mins tomorrow but seeing as it is Christmas Day more than likely on 26th if I don't drink too much, I haven't even decided who will be viewing this blog yet, I think I am just typing it out like it's electronic diary, I know someone will read it soon enough and comment maybe. For now am off to make a new nice cup of coffee...